Caroline Garcia Vs Jasmine Paolini

Ms Pàngan “Pàng”, you have to believe me, all this has been a nightmare. She hasn’t laughed in years, hasn’t laughed in all of these years and at this point I am starting to fear she’s gone completely mad.

This is crazy!

Really this was all my fault.

“Jasmine”, you have to believe me, this was all my fault, like you know what that means please believe me there is no way I could have known such a crazy person would go through such a very messy divorce. I could have lost her completely!

Remember how nervous I was? Remember how scared? What a complete idiot I was. You see I went out to the bar to get a glass of wine to cheer myself up after this huge mess. I know God had this moment with Caroline and she accepted it in her heart that this is how it’s going to be and I threw her not losing her as a sister and now look what I’ve done, I’ve totally blown it, I’ve ruined all our chances of getting back together. And when it’s all said and done Caroline will be a horrible mess. Honestly, does anyone really believe that Caroline and I will ever be together again?

The thought of being “rehabilitated” is horrifying. We live in a culture that has accepted that getting a good guy with an ego is going to be easy.

This was easier said than done but no one forced us, no one was there to babysit and try and make it work. This was Caroline’s life.

It all happened like this, I just woke up and realized I had no control.

I had no say in it.

Like I said, I’ve always thought I would need someone who I could look up to the way I was raising kids. Someone who would be better at life than I. Someone who is going to be there for me even if it’s just from a distance.